i think i just cease to exist.
i'm sorry my dear friends for not spending time with all of you recently.
school has been a chore.
and right now, i think i want to be alone.
so i'm not planning any birthday celebration for my 21st.
sorry to be such a wet blanket.
but i need to find inner peace.
thanks alot.
i'm keeping all of you in my heart.

regards,
evan.